22/05/20 (In detail)
My ĺife has been like a see saw all through. Meaning never steady nor a loser be that my academic, career or failed conjugal life. On the hind sight the temporary setbacks were nothing but relearning opportunities, although at times they were part of deep rooted complex conspiracies against the religion, country and high potential individuals evaluated at all local amd international levels. A deep rooted retard vision implementation through the axis of evil comprised of several sorcery sharing evil loving regional and international radical Islam hating nations from all directions of the globe gathered under one umbrella of an audacious authority. .
Over the last two decades mashallah their masks have been removed and plans were crushed like pests under the feet of truth. A complete, uncompromised, non-ceremonial victory of faithfuls over the humiliated combined force of ill intended “friends”. As I look back all that I could gather out of these outrageously ridiculous nonsense and plots one after another involving my private and professional lives interchangeably to make me a dog like themselves, is nothing but lunatic acts of some nincompoops, shameless liars who wanted either to use me or hide behind me. All these waste of my time and their power wielding either personal gains or so called national purpose are to be summed up as in a few words an investment banker (treasurer) would say to his trader who had a tough day to keep looking forward not backwards and use the experience as a learning curve. There were no merits or underlying fundamentals but bad education and whims of some across several international borders unscrupulous idiots who wanted to destroy the economies by showing “irrational exuberance” on the plans of some wreck less policymakers and their pets. If u chart mý life, the moving average trend line will Inshallah be drawn as well up the average line and strong, always upward sloping.
I am not proud but fearfull of Allah. And thankful that He has given me the opportunity to relook at the bigger picture of meaning of life in a deeper and rational way. Also taught me to hate and keep distance from arrogance, hypocrisy and bigotry. Inshallah I will wait for a total triumphant day when these doggy dogs world creating menaces are punished through transparent and efficient justice, even more transparent than the Neurembourge trials but harsher and exemplary punishments eg., Allah recommends in the Quran that discourages the future generations in transgressing and reminding them that Allah is indeed the Allmighty and capable of taking severe revenge when basic code of life is violated.
Love you all. Ramadan and Eid Mubarak to you and to ur loved ones.
PS: The proposed billion $s + palacial mansion + fancy automobiles compensation package is nothing but peanuts compared to what I had to put up with. Besides mashallah I had the track records and enough qualifications to make close to that or maybe more had I been not conspired to be made a lame duck and of course a duniya wonťing idiot. Most importantly, I abhorely give my consent to this compensation for the sake of humanity’s dignity and peace and definitely not to allow them to gag me. My only demand is their gentlemen’s word of giving up evil practice and not use me and my faith Islam as a bait.